There’s something on my mind.. December 14, 2009
There’s something on my mind..
How i wish i could say it all out..
Certain things are just so complicated..
As many would have known me.. i’m not the kind of person who speaks my mind whenever i have problems..
i’m the kind that keeps everything to myself and keep in deep within me..
1) Matters Of The Hearts..
Recently, i wish i could scream my lungs out and cry till i bleed.. I got to realise how serious my heart was damage from my previous serious relationship*Yan* Since the day he left, my heart has been bleeding ever since.. For some of you, you may know how much i treasure him and looked after him during those two years.. I swear i’ve never looked after someone with so much of TLC and with pure sincerity.. Till this date, my hearts bleeds thanks to him.. But recently, i realise that i’m stuck… i guess i’m in love again.. but trust me, its filled with many uncertainties.. I’m Lost.. and i’m not sure what to do.. his actions are filled with doubt..His action can be so sweet that it melts me away.. but at the same time, i could feel as thou he never meant it.. So tell me, what should i do? Everytime i wanna forget about him he re-appears and melts me away.. Gosh! I guess time will heal all wound but it’ll leave a scar in my heart..
2)
Tell me, why are some friends great pretender and act as though everything is Ok when its not? I don’t know..
Some are true friends but i know some are not.. Those who knows me, knows that i true friends like Gold..
Its Been Awhile..;) December 5, 2009
Its been since i last update my blog.. Been busy with work and some personal matters..
Trust me, no one knows the exact thoughts thats running in my mind right now..
Given the situation that i’m in, i’m being as calm as i can right now..
Forgive me for being Emo on Facebook.. But thats how i feel..
Anyways, i’m looking forward for December.. Its gonna be a month which i have made many plans ahead..
12/12- Tasya Birthday, Mizah Birthday, HyrulAnuar Performance @ JCC, Kak Rasha Nikah..
13/12- Kak Rasha Wedding, Kakak Ayu Advance Birthday..
18/12- SHOPPING DAY!!;)
19/12- Unsure Yet..*kiv*
22/12- Suspects Dinner..
27/12- Leaders Love Day Out..
I’ll be back with more updates but for the time being, you people take care okay..;)
Raya Event October 29, 2009

Illa & Me

*Mamahani & Me!!*

Me & GodParents..

The Cutest Kid ever! *syukran*

Supper Kakis;)
Leaders Day Out @ Marina Barrage *171009* October 19, 2009

Sayang's Day @ Marina Barrage!
The Official Leaders Meet Up Day.
Venue: Marina Barrage
Time: 11am Onwards.
Sayangs Presents:
*Aaron*Anna*Esther*Junjie*Lichun*Marina*Rizuan* (MIA: Aziz!)
The Day that many of my leaders was looking forward to;)
Galgal came over to my CRIB as she wanted to boil the sausages for later..
and soon later, i asked BFF to come over too as he was at the staircase..
*CONFESSION: these TWO were the first to step into my house.. i really meant THE FIRST!!Cause none and i repeat NONE of my friends have ever been to my crib..*
Met up @ BoonLay Control Station @ 1030hours.
First to meet up was Aaron. Afterwhich, Esther came along..
Called JunJie and asked him where he was. and guess what? he just woke up..
Called Lichun and he said he’ll be on the way soon…
But it was fine. Cause we had to go to NTUC to grab some stuff too..
But in e end, Junjie & Lichun was late..:P But we managed to meet up at boonlay before heading off.. Oops! Forgot to mention, aziz will be joining us late @ 2pm..
SoOoo… Off We Go to Marina Barrage..=)

A Lovely Pie By BFF! *Rizuan!*

My Lovely Sayangs..=)

*Smell.Hear.Speak.See. No Evil...*

Sister plus Daughter plus Bff *Anna!*

*Grandfather & Grandchild=)*

Bestest KOR around!! *Aaron!*

My Sister *Esther!*

All time favourite BFF *Rizuan!*
More Pictures is with BFF , Kor & Ziz!!
Dinner & Dance 2009 October 10, 2009
Apparently i had to work Morning Shift on Friday, 9th October 2009.
Its the big day that everyone and i mean EVERYONE in was looking forward to..
I Had LOTS of FUN, LAUGHTER and JOY.
I DANCED! GROOVED! PARTTYYY!!
And besides having all the fun, there is this one guy who caught my attention since the moment i saw him at the entrance. He was pleasant looking, good looking, has a charming look and he was holding onto a black DSLR camera..=)) i swear that i’m having a big CRUSH on him.. But sadly, i do not know his name or which department he is from.. So, he is Mr MYSTERY. Can i find him in the hospital?? I WANT!!
Okay2! enough of me and my Ga-Ga moments..
Here are the pictures of the night!!=))

*Bincy!Me!Jahan!*

*Bincy!Me!*

*Me!Jahan!*

*ME!mE!ME!*

*US again..*
*More Pictures @ Facebook..;)*
Desa Terapung With Hyrul Anuar October 7, 2009
Perjumpaan Hari Raya Di Bottle Tree Park on the 4th October 2009.
In collaboration with Hyrul Anuar’s 24th Birthday, 4th Year As Anugerah 2005 Champion & Hari Raya 2009. A triple celebration on the same day..
Kudos to the Hyrulites Team (Both Exco & Committee) for the great effort and making the event a successful one..=)
For Me, You know my st
Night Duty & Sleeping Day October 2, 2009
4 night duty was a big headache for me..
the first three nights was busy at times..
admitted cases during my time..
but CLAPCLAPCLAP! my last night was great!
Thanks to Kak Sha!!=) *i laughed alot!!*
anyways, i love the badge that e hosp gave!

*Crazy! Thats ME @ Work!!*
Sleeping Day!!
was suppose to be sleeping soundly till late afternoon today..
but instead, i was out with my dearie Myza!

*Myza Dearie & ME!!*

*dearest one around..*































