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There’s something on my mind..
How i wish i could say it all out..
Certain things are just so complicated..
As many would have known me.. i’m not the kind of person who speaks my mind whenever i have problems..
i’m the kind that keeps everything to myself and keep in deep within me..
1) Matters Of The Hearts..
Recently, i wish i could scream my lungs out and cry till i bleed.. I got to realise how serious my heart was damage from my previous serious relationship*Yan* Since the day he left, my heart has been bleeding ever since.. For some of you, you may know how much i treasure him and looked after him during those two years.. I swear i’ve never looked after someone with so much of TLC and with pure sincerity.. Till this date, my hearts bleeds thanks to him.. But recently, i realise that i’m stuck… i guess i’m in love again.. but trust me, its filled with many uncertainties.. I’m Lost.. and i’m not sure what to do.. his actions are filled with doubt..His action can be so sweet that it melts me away.. but at the same time, i could feel as thou he never meant it.. So tell me, what should i do? Everytime i wanna forget about him he re-appears and melts me away.. Gosh! I guess time will heal all wound but it’ll leave a scar in my heart..
2)
Tell me, why are some friends great pretender and act as though everything is Ok when its not? I don’t know..
Some are true friends but i know some are not.. Those who knows me, knows that i true friends like Gold..
Its been since i last update my blog.. Been busy with work and some personal matters..
Trust me, no one knows the exact thoughts thats running in my mind right now..
Given the situation that i’m in, i’m being as calm as i can right now..
Forgive me for being Emo on Facebook.. But thats how i feel..
Anyways, i’m looking forward for December.. Its gonna be a month which i have made many plans ahead..
12/12- Tasya Birthday, Mizah Birthday, HyrulAnuar Performance @ JCC, Kak Rasha Nikah..
13/12- Kak Rasha Wedding, Kakak Ayu Advance Birthday..
18/12- SHOPPING DAY!!;)
19/12- Unsure Yet..*kiv*
22/12- Suspects Dinner..
27/12- Leaders Love Day Out..
I’ll be back with more updates but for the time being, you people take care okay..;)

Illa & Me

*Mamahani & Me!!*

Me & GodParents..

The Cutest Kid ever! *syukran*

Supper Kakis;)




Rina & Kin

My Ice Cream..;)

Da Ladies..


Sayang's Day @ Marina Barrage!
The Official Leaders Meet Up Day.
Venue: Marina Barrage
Time: 11am Onwards.
Sayangs Presents:
*Aaron*Anna*Esther*Junjie*Lichun*Marina*Rizuan* (MIA: Aziz!)
The Day that many of my leaders was looking forward to;)
Galgal came over to my CRIB as she wanted to boil the sausages for later..
and soon later, i asked BFF to come over too as he was at the staircase..
*CONFESSION: these TWO were the first to step into my house.. i really meant THE FIRST!!Cause none and i repeat NONE of my friends have ever been to my crib..*
Met up @ BoonLay Control Station @ 1030hours.
First to meet up was Aaron. Afterwhich, Esther came along..
Called JunJie and asked him where he was. and guess what? he just woke up..
Called Lichun and he said he’ll be on the way soon…
But it was fine. Cause we had to go to NTUC to grab some stuff too..
But in e end, Junjie & Lichun was late..:P But we managed to meet up at boonlay before heading off.. Oops! Forgot to mention, aziz will be joining us late @ 2pm..
SoOoo… Off We Go to Marina Barrage..=)

A Lovely Pie By BFF! *Rizuan!*

My Lovely Sayangs..=)

*Smell.Hear.Speak.See. No Evil...*

Sister plus Daughter plus Bff *Anna!*

*Grandfather & Grandchild=)*

Bestest KOR around!! *Aaron!*

My Sister *Esther!*

All time favourite BFF *Rizuan!*
More Pictures is with BFF , Kor & Ziz!!
Apparently i had to work Morning Shift on Friday, 9th October 2009.
Its the big day that everyone and i mean EVERYONE in was looking forward to..
I Had LOTS of FUN, LAUGHTER and JOY.
I DANCED! GROOVED! PARTTYYY!!
And besides having all the fun, there is this one guy who caught my attention since the moment i saw him at the entrance. He was pleasant looking, good looking, has a charming look and he was holding onto a black DSLR camera..=)) i swear that i’m having a big CRUSH on him.. But sadly, i do not know his name or which department he is from.. So, he is Mr MYSTERY. Can i find him in the hospital?? I WANT!!
Okay2! enough of me and my Ga-Ga moments..
Here are the pictures of the night!!=))

*Bincy!Me!Jahan!*

*Bincy!Me!*

*Me!Jahan!*

*ME!mE!ME!*

*US again..*
*More Pictures @ Facebook..;)*




























